My take on relationships

Okay, so I was showering like 20mins ago and I had a eureka moment. I had a sudden realization of my view on relationships. It's like not very significant la cause it's supposed to be subconscious right? But I have always been very unsure of what relationships should be like so it's like a pretty big deal to me okay! HAHA

For me, I feel that the first six months after getting together, a couple should continue trying to 'impress' and get the other person's attention. So that after that 6 months, when the honeymoon period starts to fade off, the couple will have strong feelings for each other. Such as feeling their absence, appreciating their presence and not be tempted by any forms of flirting by other people. BUT the first six months of flirting right, should not include the time you try to chase one another. It should only start counting after you get together. In this time and day where people fuck before knowing names, seems hard eh.

My ideal relationship is not one where you can't live without each other but when you are together, everything just seem so much better. One here you share every detail of your day with, all your deepest secrets and fears. It should be a very comforting friendship plus romance like friends and lovers all in one. I want a person that I can talk to all day long and never get bored but instead miss him like crazy when he isn't around. I want someone that I can just wear a huge t-shirt, bun my hair and be makeup-less around and just laze around the house the whole day. Someone to cook with, kiss at all the odd hours of the day. I wish for a relationship that is caring, emotionally stable and intense all at the same time. Like greedy eh?

Okay, I am feeling dehydrated from taking that super hot shower. Going to make myself a cup of greentea and go to bed. My sleeping hours are fucked. Haha goodnight!

08th's

When you close your eyes and open your heart, you'll feel. The best opportunities may be just around the corner.

I'd normally just text for a little bit when a guy starts talking to me, wanting to be nothing more than friends. And when this boy started texting me, I told myself to just take everything he says with a pinch of salt. Don't want to expect.

But I didn't know that I'd grow to like him so much. Truthfully, I'm a little scared. I don't know what the future holds. All I can say is that he's the perfect combination of everything. He makes me really happy. Understands me, talks to me like a bestfriend. Kisses me like a lover, protects me like a sibling. I can tell him my fears and he always tries his best to put me at ease. He made me feel like I can really trust him.

God was good to me, to let us cross paths. I hope I can be good enough for him.
ACWS I'll love you to the heavens and back. ❤

I'm a very lucky girl.

Year 1 of poly has been really good. It has given me 5 lovely girls with many awesomely crazy times, birthday celebrations, shopping trips and h2h talks. Majorly love them <3

Now I fucking scared of year 2. I don't want to change class and deal with all that shit all over again. Cross fingers, hope everything turns out well. For now, ENJOY ALL THE HOLIDAYS! WORK AND EARN ALL THE MONEY! HAHA.

                                                                                                                                                                         
But I think my love life a bit no luck HAHA. Just so you know, I'm waiting for you to let go of your past relationship and open up to me. We seemed to had something going during december, I don't know if it's gone or we've just reached th next stage. Let me know?

Voracious

Hungry for love
Hungry for sex
Many of us are starving fools out there.

Who?

I like you. There's this thing I feel that scares me so much, I willed myself not to like you anymore and I think it's working but somehow I don't want it to? Do you like me too, or are you yet another player type?