Not good for anyone

I think I was meant to be alone. You know like how certain screws have a specific thread that fit into a hole, or how some colors just fit into a picture? I'm like that one screw with a messed up thread, that one color nobody uses. I feel like that one piece of clothing that can't be incorporated into any outfit.

I pretend that I don't care but I don't think I'm happy.

Just feelings.

Why do I feel so lonely? When does it ever ends?