` its not abt romance , its abt wats in ur pants ;

abit late but ,

its been so long . so many things hav happened . hais .

during my last week of o lvls keykey kept falling sick . i thot he'll get btr but , he didnt . he passed on juz a few days after my last paper . a week after tht , my dearest grandma passed on too . at least they hav each other up thr . life is so weird without my grandma . cant seem to rilly get used to it .

currently working to earn $ && pass th time . life's been slightly more stable , much thanks to many wonderful ppl <3

im afraid of commitment .

maybe becuz forever is a scary place .

love explained .

th poor dear is sick >:

he kena parasites which is lyk worms in his tummy

thn make him uber skinny

altho look th same but when touch him he all bony one :/

even th vet got shocked .

hope he get btr soon

worried lyk mad onli .

but horh , his vet uber shuai :x lyk fcuking hawt onli +.+

i think th lion looks lyk keykey in lion form :o

been in love w pomegranate recently :3

th red skin one easier to peel && th fruits nicer ^-^

see th pic , dun hav th weirdweird spongy thing stuck to th fruits .

summore its so red && juicy && sweet yet tangy +.+

everyone at home's eating it , even keykey <3

i do .

ive learnt to keep quiet .

this is wat i feel lyk currently .

i lie awake at nite thinking of th "what ifs" .

thr isnt much for me to say anymore .

so true ehs ?
little piece of advice from urs truly (;

negativegirl95

gotta mug lyk fcuk alr , this week 4 papers consecutively . cb .

earthquake didnt kill th bitch

i will fcuking burn th hair on ur head && carve ur skin w a penknife .

yupps, she's back && in one piece .

cb siax i was hoping she'll come back w a piece(s) of her missing .

sad onli .

these few days cant slp , think its th stress from o .

since monday hav onli been slping lyk a few hrs everyday .

ytd, after maths paper2 so tired come home oso cant slp

at 9pm finally fell aslp.

1am ? bitch use hairdryer && on 2 of my room de lights while im slping .

i was lyk half awake thn grumble at her she bloody ask me dun shout .

seriously wtf larhs .

ppl slping here u thr make so much noise still kpkb .

care ur hair dun kena burn onli .

thn after tht leave th room alr still dunnoe how to off light .

cb siax , thn until now cant fall aslp anymore .

fcuk her upside down .

she dunlyk noise , dunlyk lights when she slping , i studying still will on this tiny light && use earphones , thn i slping lehx ?

knn siax , learn to be more considerate can bo

so fcuking old alr still machiam one immature kid .

lyk annoyed onli lorhs .

pfft .

th one hu falls in love firsts , loses .

sick of refreshing fb && seeing u honging other girls , posting , commenting , lyking stuff on their walls .

i hate ur player ways , how u treat r/s as a brothel .

nvr gonna fall for ur antics again .

once fooled , twice's a mistake , third's a never again .

yesterday once more

sunday morning

grandpa bought me milktea w baby pearls :3 happygirl95 ^-^

monday

i miss th me in sec1 && 2 >:

was so happy && easily pleased thn

wednesday

nowadays feeling forever lonely && upset :/

off to mug for o :/ cant wait for 4th .

childhood

growing up . does it mean having to do things alone ?

when i was 11 or 12 , i cudnt wait to grow up . cudnt wait to be a teenager , foolishly thinking how fun it seemed . now tht im 16 , i wish i cud go back in time && tell th 11yr old me to enjoy childhood .

I still want my grandma to hold my hand while I go to th doctor's , feed me bfast while I rush abt putting on my uniform . now , i hav to cook or buy my own meals . force myself to swallow tablets on time . solve my own problems .

i miss being a child at times .

studying's lyk a crap onli . cant concentrate at all . scared fail max . cant wait for o to be over .