growing up . does it mean having to do things alone ?
when i was 11 or 12 , i cudnt wait to grow up . cudnt wait to be a teenager , foolishly thinking how fun it seemed . now tht im 16 , i wish i cud go back in time && tell th 11yr old me to enjoy childhood .
I still want my grandma to hold my hand while I go to th doctor's , feed me bfast while I rush abt putting on my uniform . now , i hav to cook or buy my own meals . force myself to swallow tablets on time . solve my own problems .
i miss being a child at times .
studying's lyk a crap onli . cant concentrate at all . scared fail max . cant wait for o to be over .