ive learnt to keep quiet .

this is wat i feel lyk currently .

i lie awake at nite thinking of th "what ifs" .

thr isnt much for me to say anymore .

so true ehs ?
little piece of advice from urs truly (;

negativegirl95

gotta mug lyk fcuk alr , this week 4 papers consecutively . cb .

earthquake didnt kill th bitch

i will fcuking burn th hair on ur head && carve ur skin w a penknife .

yupps, she's back && in one piece .

cb siax i was hoping she'll come back w a piece(s) of her missing .

sad onli .

these few days cant slp , think its th stress from o .

since monday hav onli been slping lyk a few hrs everyday .

ytd, after maths paper2 so tired come home oso cant slp

at 9pm finally fell aslp.

1am ? bitch use hairdryer && on 2 of my room de lights while im slping .

i was lyk half awake thn grumble at her she bloody ask me dun shout .

seriously wtf larhs .

ppl slping here u thr make so much noise still kpkb .

care ur hair dun kena burn onli .

thn after tht leave th room alr still dunnoe how to off light .

cb siax , thn until now cant fall aslp anymore .

fcuk her upside down .

she dunlyk noise , dunlyk lights when she slping , i studying still will on this tiny light && use earphones , thn i slping lehx ?

knn siax , learn to be more considerate can bo

so fcuking old alr still machiam one immature kid .

lyk annoyed onli lorhs .

pfft .

th one hu falls in love firsts , loses .

sick of refreshing fb && seeing u honging other girls , posting , commenting , lyking stuff on their walls .

i hate ur player ways , how u treat r/s as a brothel .

nvr gonna fall for ur antics again .

once fooled , twice's a mistake , third's a never again .

yesterday once more

sunday morning

grandpa bought me milktea w baby pearls :3 happygirl95 ^-^

monday

i miss th me in sec1 && 2 >:

was so happy && easily pleased thn

wednesday

nowadays feeling forever lonely && upset :/

off to mug for o :/ cant wait for 4th .

childhood

growing up . does it mean having to do things alone ?

when i was 11 or 12 , i cudnt wait to grow up . cudnt wait to be a teenager , foolishly thinking how fun it seemed . now tht im 16 , i wish i cud go back in time && tell th 11yr old me to enjoy childhood .

I still want my grandma to hold my hand while I go to th doctor's , feed me bfast while I rush abt putting on my uniform . now , i hav to cook or buy my own meals . force myself to swallow tablets on time . solve my own problems .

i miss being a child at times .

studying's lyk a crap onli . cant concentrate at all . scared fail max . cant wait for o to be over .